Thursday, 18 November 2010
Nah, forget about crappy rabbit food diet, last summer jeans and cute tops, I'm already possessed with the food, there's nothing on my mind except to scoop my spoon on that delicious, mouth watering pudding and savor every bite of it. Thanks girls for the good meals!!!
But amid all the fun I had today, I still miss abah. He's my strength and pillars in my life and losing him is like losing a part of me forever. Living in memories of him is hard. I guess he never fails to bring tears in my sunken, droopy eyes.
But yet, I have to try my best to move on...its just that I'm not ready to leave him, perhaps I think of him too much.
I still feel his presence though, still not used to the past tense... I feel like I'm entering in some sort of a dream but this time its different from the one I usually had. This time,I'm living in a nightmare, never awake.
May Allah swt forgive him and place his soul among the righteous in the Hereafter. My prayers are with him and may Heaven awaits him. Alfatihah
Abah, you are the jewel in my heart
Thursday, 29 July 2010
Now that exam is over, I get to watch movies and stay in bed all day long.
Nah I won't do that...I need to pack up my stuffs, gifts and clean up my room. I hate to leave my lovely home in such a mess : )
I'm counting down days to go back to Malaysia...yippee!!! The feeling is so intense, I can't help thinking of hugging my mum, meet my dad, feast over delicious food. I wonder how do they look right now. And my obese cats, I hope they doing fine. Miss them so much.
But this time, no one will fetch me at the airport like I used to before...sad. Instead, I'll head my way to Putrajaya by myself and from there, my sis in law will take me to her new house. I'll stay there for a couple of days before going back to Taiping.
I'm ok by the way...I hate to bother mum and my big bro so much. As long as I get to go home safely, I'm happy : )
Wednesday, 21 July 2010
At this moment, I should be doing this, taking notes and studying lectures that I never attend before... trying my best memorising every single words and just vomit them out in the exam....
Instead, I really feel like doing this haha ; p
If only I have those fab abs and strong arms, I’d be out there kicking someone else’s butt lol. Seriously right now, I'm in need of a good stress-releasing mechanism.
God please, have mercy for me. I’m at my wits end. I’m almost at my burning point. Waaaaa!!!!!
Friday, 16 July 2010
Girls...have you ever think that having a PEAR SHAPE BODY is such a BLESSING IN DISGUISE.
Don't believe me...here's the proof : )
As we all know, fat will be deposited more at the thigh, hips and tummy in pear shape body hence giving them the pear-shaped look.
But for those who are blessed with apple shape body, fat storage will be more likely to settle at the abdominal area and upper part of the body including vital organs (especially heart and liver).
This surely makes them more likely to develop diabetes, high blood pressure, heart disease, and certain types of cancer etc. etc. etc.
So theoretically, these women will have higher health risk compared to the other type.
In fact studies suggest that fat cells in the upper part of the body seems to have different qualities from those found in the lower parts. I don't really get this part, I think it may be related to storage of fat around vital organs.
I'm fully aware that this is not the type we really want, hour glass is what we covet for...but think again. They may save you from so much unwanted health problems and add years to your life : )
So girls, before you start chanting curses for having such gigantic hips and butt, or when you can't fit into your skinny jeans anymore, just think of how much it can do for you.
Flaws and all girls xoxo
Nevermind...its like my own territory, private space for me to express my thoughts ( '',)
I have final exam this month, 10 vomit+suicide-inducing exams!!! And the worst part is that I had to celebrate my birthday in the same month. I mean, how sad is that. Don't really mind though...we still going to kick off a terrific birthday party later lol...
Anyway, thanks plus hugs and kisses to my house mates for the brownies and ice cream <3