Renjis-renjis Dipilis

Kepada follower aku yg setia hehe, meet my very 1st sister in law
Mazliani or better known as Kak Leen.
Now she's a new member of the family.
Apparently, my second brother, Abang Razif got married when I was in
1st year far away from home, that means I will never see him bersanding
unless he is intending to marry again, ye la ade 3 lagi position kan.
But her wife is insanely cute, so I'm 120% sure that he will not find another
woman in his life.

These are their wedding pictures, the 1st one is at the bridegroom's wedding
at my house, and 2nd is at the bride's wedding.
Watch carefully... you can see that pak cik 2 orang tu sebenarnya
kembar.
My dad is at the left and his twin is on the right.

Strong Medicine

Dulu2 aku budak sekolah lagi, poket kering, letih aku kipas mak mintak fulus
tapi tak lepas.
Nak beli novel tapi kind of costly for me, each cost me about 50 and above,
so i change my mind and go for buku sewa haha.

One day I came across this book and decided to give it a try. Memang best giler,
thriller and romance all in one. Tapi aku tak berape suka romance la, meleleh sgt.
Actually, it is about an elegent, strong, smart, woman, Celia Jordan who managed
to put herself at the top of career but at the same time, juggling
between her work and family.

This novel is about drug making industries and ethical issues they have to face
along the way. After reading this book, you will see that medical findings and
miracle drugs are not without their cost.
Perhaps there are people who recklessly sees every breakthrough as opportunity
to hit the jackpot...here, bribery and fraud take place...

The author, Arthur Hailey has done a good research on pharmaceutical industry
before writing it down.
He has his own way of describing the characters and expressing ideas strongly.
This novel is definitely well written and highly recommended for you to read.

Memoirs Of A Geisha

Summer holiday will not be complete without reading novels from my sisters.
Last summer back at malaysia, I read Memoir of Geisha which is based on the
life of an ordinary peasant girl named chiyo san transforming into an elegent,
beautiful lady.
It all started when her farther sold her for slavery. His action is aim for better life
instead of endless poverty.

But then, she was taken to a school of geisha which definitely change her life.
This book is beautifully written, the author described her feelings and setting
vividly as if entering her world.

She learned to love someone she almost couldn't have, and found her way
struggling for survival and dignity.
However, she discovered that being a geisha is not just about entertaining,
but also a symbol of beuty, lust, pride and vengence.
At the age of 16 I think her virginity was sold at highest price, which placed
her as one of the famous geisha is japan.

Try to read it, this story tells us a lot about japanese culture during early
1920's. You will be surprise how geishas compete to survive among themselves.

Nostalgia Budak Hingusan 2

Ladies and gentlemen...meet my sis, kak maya...
umo 23, awek dah berpunya
Siyes aku rindu gle kat die skang ni...sob3

Nostalgia Budak Hingusan

Semua orang penah lalui ups and downs dalam hidup,
kekadang tu kite jatuh tersungkur sampai susah sangat nak bangun balik
Kalau diri lemah, tertinggal la kat belakang...

Lately aku rase teringat pulak cerita zaman muda2 dulu
Prinsip idop aku senang je
Berani buat Berani tanggung
Memang berani mati la kalau pakai slalu
Biasa la tu muda lagi mesti nak cuba sume benda

Sampai skang aku pkai prinsip tu
Except idup aku ni da bosan la...da mellow
Rindu nostalgia zaman sekolah sob2....

Angel - Sarah Mclachlan

Angel

Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

This is one of my favourite songs by Sarah Mclachlan.
Its about a person who faces the biggest challenge in his life alone.
Unfortunately, he resort into drugs, heroine I think, not really sure about this.
Try to imagine you are in his place, it can be a lonely place even though you
are surrounded by the people you love.
When things just too much to bear, your life messed up.
From this song what he really wanted to do is to be distracted away from
his problem, everything and perhaps living
as a different person.


Try to reflect this in your life, I'm sure everyone has been there before...

The Beginner

Today is the day i started creating this spanking new blog. To be honest, I'm not really into this, everything seems to be far more difficult than answering last term pharmacology exam .I'm afraid I'll bored people to death just by reading this. But on second thought, I'd like to give it a try since I have nothing to do at home besides eating and snoring.

FYI, I spent hours just to figure out the name of this blog. Phew...at last here it is, Fumbling Towards Ecstacy! I picked up this phrase from album title of Sarah Mclachlan, my fave female singer. There's still a long way to go, I still need to customize this blog which of course going to take longer than this time.

By the way, next week is my very 1st mid term exam for this semester, I think it really gives me shiver and cold feet for the whole week. Banyak gile kene bace....adoi la macam mane ni....I guess I'll just have to sacrifice my 6 hours sleeping like a baby for the sake of exam. Its my fault anyway, sape suruh tak study awal2...!!! sob2


Till then...lol